BLAZE BLOGS: MY CHRONICLE TO LOVE: FIGHTING DEMONS.

I woke up to a strange girl sleeping on my sofa. I didn’t like strangers in my home but the friend who was staying with me didn’t seem to care who she brought into my home. That’s cause it wasn’t her home. Was she the culprit in all of this?
This was the morning Ms Evil was first introduced into my life.

It was the morning after the Playboy Mansion Halloween party, three years ago. I found out Ms Evil was sleeping with the man I love, and his namesake. How crazy! I was disgusted. I had my own reasons for feeling insecure and weak at that time so I just shut down and said nothing as I was signaled to shut up .. by the culprit standing behind a girl sitting before me, who was still a stranger. I was made to listen to a horrible story .. in my own home! I was then told I had no business telling the man I was in knee-deep with, what I had heard. Of course I did. He was someone I loved and cared about! Wouldn’t you want to know?

As a result of not listening to my own intuition, I didn’t say anything and communication dropped off. I got depressed, and took on a day job instead of working on my career. Then I started eating .. I felt miserable. I was beginning to open up to a work colleague, when Ms Evil moved in across the street and recruited him. I felt tormented and overwhelmed. I removed myself from the circle of people I was friendly with but she just kept re-appearing in each phase of my life.

Now, three years later standing across the bar, there she was, being inappropriate with my friend’s boyfriend .. a friend I love, who is stunning inside out. Suddenly the lid blew off and all my emotions where running free. I was not going to sit in the passenger seat of my life. I told my media friend who was standing by me, immediately. What was I going to do?

I was not okay. I went to the toilet and guess who walked in next to me? Ms Evil! To my surprise I turned and looked the devil in the eye! I calmly suggested to her to find a man who was single. She was shocked and ready to attack as I walked away. I had said all there was to say. I was done.

Looking back I should have confronted the situation immediately as it happened and nipped it in the bud, instead of second-guessing myself. When I owned it and got my power back I saw things for what they where the culprit was the negative force who brought the drama around for her own benefit. I was no longer angry or confused. Just relieved to regain control of my life. What doesn’t break us makes us stronger.

I’m done with idiot compassion and refuse to ever put up with non-sense.

PART II -to be continued..

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Until next time remember that Love is the Key.

Love

Jacquie Blaze

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